Monday, October 4, 2010

Crystal ball anyone?

Does anyone happen to have a crystal ball, that I could borrow?



Well McKay and I are in the point in our life where there are lots of decisions to be made. And they are the choices between good and good, which is hard. Man throw me a bunch of bad vs. good decisions my way and I bet I can get a 100% on that. But they're not. The good thing about this situation is that it means we still have our whole life still in front of us. Really the only huge decisions McKay and I have made in life so how, is where to go to school and to marry each other. I wish these choices were as easy as those ones. I wish I could have a crystal ball and see where we are going to be just for the next oh 20 years; then I think I could relax more and take the right paths. I'm sure McKay thinks I'm just a worry wart. I'm always asking him to map out our life for the next 50 years (with every detail) and surprisingly he doesn't know either. go figure. Something I have learned from McKay and my parents is that that unknowing is what life's all about (and that's what is fun about life too). The whole point in life is to not know what tomorrow's going to bring but that whatever the Lord gives us, we will not only make it through it but that we can go through it with flying colors! By becoming better and stronger people and maybe helping a few others along the way would be good too. And with faith in Christ we can know every things going to be ok and whatever happens the Lord is on our side cheering for us. It's times like these where I really get to see how much faith I really do have. McKay and I have been so so lucky in our marriage. We have amazing family who love us and support us and awesome friends we have met on our journey who are just like us, and are going through the same thing. I know life is wonderful. But can't I just have a peek?!